VLOG: Loitering Around McCloud

At the outset, I’d like to apologize for the over modulated music at the beginning. I’m too lazy to fix it.

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Maslow KNEW I needed you readers!

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THANK YOU!!!

Call it what you want. the pinnacle altitude on Abraham Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs, or the Coach seat in Dante’s Inferno.

After I read C.S. Lewis’s The Great Divorce yesterday, I’m half convinced that Larry Flynt has a greater chance of going Heaven than the person who invented the “duck lips selfie.”

The “self-actualization” thing is a double-edged blade, for sure.  But today, I am risking eternal perdition in the ninth circle for recognizing what YOU readers have done for me: Given me a milestone FOURTEEN “likes” on a single blog post.  To some that follow me–some with literally 10,000 followers, that was a big deal a long time ago.

I’ll try not to let that go to my head.  Otherwise, back to Lewis’ bus I go.

But I’m not them, and I hope to have a readership that wide someday. Until then, I see YOU–NOW–with even GREATER value than I could begin to put on an impersonal number in the five and six-digit range.

Yesterday’s post about finishing my first chapter seems to have interested a number of you.  Thank you for letting me know.

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Blogging from the Mountain Star Cafe

IMG_6224Later today, I’ll be hopefully making a Vlog from this amazing place. A place buried in the center of a mercantile building from the gold rush days of a building seated at the foot of Mount Shasta.

I thought I was here to fish.  But not so much this time.  The heat is on, and the trout don’t exactly take to being the conciliatory sort when they need the sanctuary of colder waters.

I was going to work on the second chapter for my book, but I’ve changed gears for the moment.  See I have this problem: I make friends with an entire room of people.  Then, I get myself into conversations–mind you conversations I enjoy–but I tend to get derailed IMG_5418from the cognitive solitude I thought I was going to maintain when I walked in.

And . . . there’s people in here.

Such is the millstone hung about the neck of the garden-variety, conversational gadfly that’s interested in nearly everything at some level.

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Vlog: Riverside caterwauling

Quoth the raven:

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Weird. I finished the introductory chapter

884685Not sure how I’m supposed to feel about this.  Last night, under what felt like a complete lack of motivation, I finished the introductory chapter that defines the protagonist . . . which is really an antagonist if you want to be technical.

Why?  Because my character is a devil.  He has lived under the pretense and illusion of competence, ala Screwtape, but is in reality, as I describe him, a “straight up, undiluted, Mephistophelean nitwit.”

Now, to chapter two.  Somewhere between fishing the McCloud River and wandering the streets of the town, and eating a Bison Burger at Floyd’s, I’m going to do this.

This thing is going to happen.  Now, I just lay in paralyzed fear about the specter of having REWRITE giant swaths of the book to fix unforeseen errors.

I know they’re coming.  How do I know?

It’s called the “Home Depot Effect.”  In effect, I start a project, you know–like switch out a simple P-trap under the sink.

So I go to Home Depot and buy a new P-trap.  I remove the old one, and then discover that the adjoining pipe leading up to the drain is now compromised because of a cracked union.

Back to Home Depot I go.

Then, it tunes out that I now don’t have the appropriate set of channel-locks to reach the giant nut stabilizing the whole thing.

Back to Home Depot.

Anyway, I COULD reference this back to my point, but I actually think the point is now clear.

 

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Guest Post: Chesterton and the Necessity of Orthodoxy

“It [the Faith] was supposed to have been withered up at last in the dry light of the Age of Reason; it was supposed to have disappeared ultimately in the earthquake of the Age of Revolution.  Science explained it away; and it was still there.  History disinterred it in the past; and it appeared suddenly in the future.  Today it stands once more in our path; and even as we watch it, it grows.”

p01929tySo G. K. Chesterton wrote in his book The Everlasting Man.  However, he had come a long way to that belief, indeed, to any belief.  He was raised in a Unitarian Universalist household and, as a young man, he went from atheism to agnosticism to, finally, Christianity.  Christianity was the only system of belief that he had found that was worth fighting for and stood up to his questioning.  However, he did not accept just any form of Christianity.  He wanted a practical system of belief based upon a firmly reasoned theological foundation—this he called orthodoxy.  Having fought his way into belief, he fought just as hard to defend the orthodoxy he had discovered.  His definition of orthodoxy was “the Apostles’ Creed, as understood by everybody calling himself a Christian until a very short time ago and the general historic conduct of those who held such a creed” (Orthodoxy, p. 7).  His Christ called for nothing less than complete devotion and obedience. That sounds like fanaticism.  It sounds like a crushing rock of offence, but Chesterton cried out that only by being broken on that rock, only through submission of our own wills, would we be able to find joy and peace and salvation.  Chesterton found joy—his stories sing with laughter and courage that cannot be ignored.  His characters literally fight for their beliefs.  His novel The Ball and the Cross is about a swordfight between an atheist and a Catholic, both fiercely determined to defend their beliefs to the death.  Unfortunately, their society does not approve of fervent belief in anything and repeatedly attempts to lock them away as lunatics.  Sound familiar?  Chesterton’s writing is full of such metaphors.

Chesterton served as a watchman and as a warrior in his generation.  Following Christ and holding to a creed demands all of our courage and attention in this tolerant society.  I love Chesterton because he reminds me that I can respect my enemy, but refuse to compromise.  He reminds me that, as a Christian, I must stand against my culture even if it is uncomfortable.  I have not yet been martyred for my beliefs.  Orthodoxy is essential to the nature of Christianity; without orthodoxy, Christianity is debased to just another fad in the history of the world.  To be called orthodox is pejorative today, but, now that I have read Chesterton, I would be proud of the title.  I am Orthodox and I will fight for that Orthodoxy.

–Helene Cousino

 

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Headed up the mountain.

  With the  exception of a guest post, I am liable to not be blogging much this week.  Headed out in the morning to McCloud.

See you around.

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Overview: The Hiding Place, Corrie Ten Boom

3578910_origI have to admit.  I’ll never be a film maker with the chops that allowed Spielberg to channel Lincoln, but if I was, this book would be the first adaptation I would make.  And with fear and trembling I would make it.

This stands as perhaps on of the most moving books I have ever read in my life.  The revelatory shafts of light that continue to pour in through the walls of what turned out to be multiple concentration camps; the faith, the ability to not only forgive one’s enemy, but lead them to the very source that allows them to do so–is astounding.

Corrie Ten Boom’s family was responsible for being the central hub of what could brazenly call an “Underground Railroad” for jews in Holland, against the Nazi regime.  The day-to-day prayers, normalcies maintenance of civility in the midst of constant oppression is astounding.  When a Jewish architect discovers that the watchmaker’s house had architectural peculiarities allowing for a secret compartment to be built and elude the Nazis, the Te Boom family begins to hide men, women, children, families, orphans . . . you name it.6011330383_73f109da00_z

As one might guess, the game is ended when the ever-suspicious S.S. finds out, and ultimately imprisons them all at varying levels. Cory’s family ultimately escapes, leaving the remainder of the story to be told by the experiences of her sister, father and she.

I don’t like giving away too much.  And anyone can simply say this is a book about faith, and make a satisfactory case. One could say this book is based upon the central locale of the “hiding place” near the closet, and have some synoptic credibility.

To me, this book is about something else: reunions.  It should go without saying that the author lived through her personal ordeal in order to write the book.  Not everyone saw that moment, and yet the loss of the ones she did have to part with ultimately figure into a bigger picture that only exists outside the material world.  As one reads the book, one begins to see the parameters of life as limited–especially if any sense of justice or an “leveling of the score” is desired in purposeless world.  It is only within a broader and larger property line of eternity that we see the true meaning behind the life–and deaths of those who held her faith up highest at the times where it would falter the easiest.

One sees a Grand Weaver at work in the picture, where some of the toughest questions about suffering, forced nakedness and beatings are seen against the backdrop of a God who actually took those aspects himself at calvary. 

Ten Boom in no way trivializes the lives and deaths of anyone in her experience. And her greatest joys, post-release–were found within the realms of sharing to free people the stark realities of the ultimate freedom she saw in it’s fulness in Germany.  This would run in concurrence with the reunions with the extant family she found waiting back in Holland.  But the greatest hope expressed in the end is the same hope expressed in Petra’s modernistic rock offering on the subject of the great gulf between the living and the dead–and only accessible through the portal of the real Hiding Place–Christ himself:

There’s a salutation that’s reserved for Heaven’s own:

Hello Again

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Written: the first sentence of my first novel 

IMG_6188Unbelievable. After EIGHT LONG YEARS of having the idea for my first fictional offering in my head, I managed to grab my Iphone, open the “notes” app, and scrawl the first thirteen words.

And suddenly, I feel this immense sense of freedom—as if the entire thing is going to suddenly pop out of the ether in one big mass.

Why? Why did I sit and stew for years about how to start the thing? Now, it is possible, my story’s trajectory may have been too larval and unrefined those years ago. And I’d like to think that—instead of turf off this revelation to the simple, explanatory prognoses of constipatory cognitive insecurities.

Those thirteen words have opened the wardrobe for me. And now, the quasi historical carjacking along the Mississippi 61 Interstate is about to go vertical.

Stand by. An author may be among you.

 

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VLOG: My weekly harangue of Cal’s Books is complete!

Somehow, making this trip commensurate with what I’m actually reading at the moment gives me a certain . . . um . . . continuity.

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